Apparently the band doesn't like me, doesn't want me to hang out with them, and don't have the nads to tell me to my face.
Ok, I can handle rejection.
So basically I'm not too happy with people in general. So they had Lauryn tell me, and now I'm kinda mad that she didn't give me a chance to explain to her that I was goign to talk to them about it. And yeah, I am stubborn. Because I'm so gullible, it's a constant thing that I have to hear things straight from the mouths of the people with whom the things concern. So Lauryn and I got a little... irritated... with each other. Cause people still need to learn my main character flaw-crossed-with-gift: I AM STUBBORN.
And basically, whatever they have to say about me, I can take it like a freakin' big girl.
xDee (frazzled)
I hate that. There's this girl who's pissed with me over something she THOUGHT I said, and now she's slowly alienating all my friends. Like I went up to Dublin on the train with Martha the other day, and a couple of my friends, Ciara and Tara, were in the station too..and they didn't even look at me. I said "hi" to them, we both did, and they just ignored us. I just..I felt hurt, for a moment, and then it was like..so fucking what?! I'm on a day out with my best friend, I'm gonna enjoy myself and ignore those fucking bitches!
ReplyDeleteKinga was in the station too, she's lovely, I chatted to her for ages. I know her big sister, Ania, from CanTeen - y'know that support group for teens with cancer I volunteer for? Ania has leukemia too, she's from Portarlington too, and will hopefully be coming into my year in September, she was in James' year but missed so much school that she has to repeat..I'm happy though, I'll have her and she'll have me, she's great.