I wrote this at like ten pm last night. 9/21/09

You don't know you'll be missed.
even though, you're leaving tonight.
You're telling yourself this can't be
you've been telling yourself that for days.
Never before have you been so determined
to lose something you thought you didn't have

So what happens next?
what happend when everything
you love is gone?
What will you do?
You're giving up
you're falling out
and in the end
is nobody suffering but you?

Bang, and your world's gone black
You're looking down on what you've left
Youre thinking this was a mistake
But somehow you can't take it back
Never before have you felt a loss like this
You've lost something you'll never have again

Did you even think?
Did you think about anyone
except for you?
What will they do?
They've lost so much
they've fallen down
and in the end,
everyone suffers but you.

Are you gonna forgive yourself?
Are they gonna blame themselves?
They're gonna ask why, they're gonna deny it all
And for what?
See, your wish came true.
The world's so much better without you

You're thinking yes, this was a mistake
But the kind of mistake you can never take back...

So what happens now?
What happens when your whole life
is suddenly gone?
Guess what they'll do?
They're feeling lost
They're falling out
And all for this...

Are you even there?
Are you there when the ones you love
need you the most
You've lost it all
You've fallen out
and in the end...
Nobody suffers but them.





For the record, I need a title.