and go off boys in general.
(Wow, I hope none of you thought this was a suicide note or anything. Nah, suicide's a permanent solution to a temporary problem.)
It seems like every guy I like is taken, gayy, doesn't date, or is a total player. AndI mean this in the past too, not just now. Like, three-quarters of the guys I've liked (that includes the guys I have dated) fell into at least one of those categories.
It's possible to just not want to go out with someone. I've been (un)happily single for two years, so if someone wants to change that, then they can. But I'm not gonna make any more efforts to impress someone. I mean, I've already made the impressionI want to here. The people who are my friends are my friends becasue of those/that impression, and I'm okay with that. And the people who don't like me- well, that's their loss. =]
I'm actually a very optimistic person thanks to Ryan (the eternal optimist), now that I think of it. I owe so much to that boy.
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ !!!!!!
I have to admit, I love him. =]
ahem, if you haven't already guessed. =]]]]]] ♥
anyway, but yeah, it's a heck of a change. I used to cry like every day, anmd I was sick of not feeling like my life was going to go up anytime soon, and having more problems on my shoulders than I could handle. (dramatic much? mm, a little. but you get it.)
I'm just glad things are looking up now. =]
xDee (optimistic)
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